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WOW...


I am in rehab now I get out July 25th
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO done with all that stupid shit I have done....
To anyone that cares I AM SORRY if I have done things to any of you that was wrong
or scandalous.....cause I was scandalous...

















I miss you













xoxo



JULY 25th I CAN'T WAIT

WAITING FOR ANDREW AND PEAVE

SOOOOO....
i went to the DRAGONFORCE and BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME
show last night...it was pretty RAD....


i feel icky today...i have the worse headache and
i'm pretty hung over as well.....

I left Devin like 4 days ago and I couldn't be happier...
  • Current Mood
    blah blah

getting my hurr did by GAY IAN

Me and Devin broke up....
but he wants me to move to Gainsville to be with him...
he wants to take car me and let me be the princess i fucking
am....but i cant just yet i have to finish my nursing course
at Travis first...
Being single is kinda fun though...
drinking wine with the boys...

I LOVE GAY IAN AND MIKEY...

I LOVE SHOPPING FOR STUFF TO RE DECORATE MY HIZZY.....

ANDDD I LOVE ALL MY NEW CHRISTIAN DIOR CLOTHS AND JIMMY SHOES....

I LOVEEEEE WHEN PEOPLE LIE AND SPREAD RUMORS AND EXAGGERATE THE REAL
STORY AND MAKE IT INTO THEIR OWN STORIES AND HOW THEY TALK ABOUT ME
IN THEIR EVERYDAY CONVERSATIONS BECAUSE I AM SOOO AMAZING THEY JUST CANT
HANDLE IT.... stop lying to yourselves about me and my life when i see none of you
EVER because I HATE ALL OF YOU, just to make yourselves feel better because all of you
and all your lives are pathetic.....and MINE is AMAZING....

BUT THERE ARE A FEW KIDS THAT I ABSOLUTELY ADORE....and you should know who you are...

I LOVE BECCA JANE A LOT....
  • Current Music
    EVERYDAT I'M HUSSELIN

MMMmmmMMMmmMmmMMMMMmmMMmMMMMmmmm.....

YESSSSSS the new season of Nip/Tuck started last
night.....AMAZING



eh i have to go clean my new house....blah
GOD im sooo lazy....


I have an interview tommorow at Gessler Clinic...
money is good
so then i can go shopping....CHRISTIAN DIOR is Frinday...
thats right....whose coming?





leave me some love notes now, please.....
  • Current Music
    THREE SIX MAFIA

DEVIN + LORA=BUTTSEX

MY LIFE IS FUCKING AMAZING.............


Me and Devin are moving into our house MONDAY niggahssssssss.......


and for his birthday we're going to stay in orlando for like 3 or 4
days and go to Halloween Horror NIghts....

if any of you creeps wanna go with us to the H.H.N. for his birthday...
tell me and we'll meet you....

I'm soooo excited about everything thats coming up...
I do reallly miss some of my old friends and I really
am super tired if pointless drama...so if anybody wants to
make up heres the chance..i have kisses for all of you...


MmMMMMmmMMMm...chinese food...naked Devin...and bubbles....fucking loves it...


CRYSTAL....i hope everything works out for you and if it doesnt ILL FUCKING KILL GARY MYSELF...
Danielle....we will talk sooooon i hope...thanks for letting me comment agian niggah....
SARAH WE REALLLLLYYYYY NEED TO TALK....just no more stupid messages
IAN MAXXXEY.....its important i miss you more than any of them in lakeland....call me sometime or post and ill get back to you............i hear you dont live at home anymore....

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I HAVE A GREAT JOB...
I HAVE A NEW CAR...
I'M IN LOVE WITH THE MOST AMAZING BOY EVER...

wow i dont think i could love anybody
the way i love devin....(Boda)
HE IS EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER WANTED..
and we are getting out of P.C.
so fuck the rumours...
fuck the "I shoot up
craCk" rumours and the i'm
such a junkie...
I'm making more money then most
of you lame ass kids that talked shit
about me...
and you people are still in lakeland
causing drama and having NO LIVES..
i will miss some of you and i always will
and you guys know who you are....<3




hahhahahh NEXT WEEK...
icannotwait.....


i think its pretty ridiculous
that i see people the other day
at the library that use to be real
close to me and b/c they are so ignoant
and immature they are they didnt even talk to
me...i will miss one of you but its your loss...
xooxoxoxo
  • Current Music
    Motion City Soundtrack

...I'm trying so hard to just forget

things never get better
they are only slowed...
then it all catches back up...
It hits you like a train..
like a car going 190...
like a knife in your back...
i'm so tired of all this...
so tired of all of you who runs
their mouth...



i do miss you so much...


and i have no home agian